我再次怀念

感性的我又来感触良多了...

昨天在收拾我堆积如山+犹如乱葬岗的衣橱时,发现我中学时的校服和校裤,有一件裤子在膝盖的位置有缝过的痕迹，让我想起在中学时的一件糗事。那件裤子应该是我中五的时候弄破的，还记得当时我不知是鬼遮眼还是斗鸡眼,走着走着,就在学校食堂旁摔了一跤,在我爬起来,环视四周后发现没有什么人而才感觉到没那么丢脸的时候,突然看到曾经是我pendidikan moral老师的Lim Ah Moi,她当时是目睹我整个摔跤的过程,但她竟然可以若无其事的坐在原位继续吃她的东西!!!最过分的是她的眼睛是有瞄过来一下的,但并没有采取任何救济的行动!!!你应该借我tissue抹伤口吧,至少站起来看一下你的学生吧,你的学生可是跌破了裤子,还流了很多血呢!!!!对,最丢脸的不是流血,而是我的裤子跌破了一个洞~~~
真的很丢脸啦~~那个食堂的人就在这个时候走过来,问我有没有事,我就想说不能表现到很痛的样子,不然真的很丑,就告诉他没事,还故作潇洒地轻拍了伤口,然后装作镇定地走到洗手盆那里,咬着牙根把伤口清洗干净,再默默的独自一人跛下跛下的,跛回课室。T_____T

哈哈~~现在想回去他妈的还真的蛮好笑....再看看我的校服,校服上的校徽,名牌,真的又让我想起中学时的一切一切~~~唉,年轻真好~~

前天参加堂姐的结婚晚宴,在堂姐和堂姐夫一起步行进入会场时,如雷的掌声让我想起已逝的伯母,如果她还在,一定会笑得很开心...真的很可惜,她再也看不到堂姐笑得多幸福,多甜蜜...在那一霎那我还真的有眼泛泪光,但我始终还是压抑着,毕竟是欢庆的节日。只能在心里默默地怀念伯母,在天堂的伯母,你还好吗?我想念你。


最近的心情还蛮复杂的,不懂要怎么说,身边也发生了一些不是很好的事,其实令我还蛮难过的。希望一切可以在2009年的最后几天有个了结,所有不好的事都随着2009年的结束而烟消云散,在明年新的一年里所有事都可以顺顺利利,大家可以和和气气,开开心心的。


再过不久就要考试了,希望一切顺利,也祝大家好运咯~~~


期待考完试后的假期~~ :)


ps:我真的很缺钱!!!!!  >.<

The New York Skin Solutions

yea,im using this damn fucking expensive product now..


i have no other choices and i was really fed-up with all the products i've tried before..i tried the face shop,biotherm,the body shop,biore,and so on and so on that u can check them out in the shops..
it's spent me a lots of money..but all these were no effective at all.. T__________T


wtf >.<

yes,i do to believe the new york sin solutions is professional..and i hope that i would not regret at all.. LOL
actually i was a bit anxious because i really worried about the effectiveness of the product although everything seems became better than before..

i ate nasi campur with almost all vegetables and drink banyak water everyday,no spicy,no oily,,no frying food in my meal.. :( i miss kfc and nasi goreng kampung tambah pedas so damn much!!! but is ok for me if the achievement is satisfied in the end..


i told my parents i went to new york skin solutions..but i not dare to tell them the actual price of the whole treatment..i just told them the facial treatment is around few hundred but actually is few thousand..AT LEAST..and now is just the begin..


T_____________________T


so now i really need a lots of money to cover up the cost..so i think i need a part time job..yes i really need it BADLY..


you can laugh at me because your face has no such fucking problem that troubled you for almost 2 years..WTF..


but i also need you guys' support..yes,no doubt,spiritual support and also, absolutely financial support as well..i am damn serious ok?


you may think that i am a materialism people,yes i do for this moment..


because i really need money la aduhaiiiii~~~~~~



so,any part time job just contact me,except those 'throw head show face's job,抛头露面 i mean,everything is ok for me..thank you..


ok,lastly,please pray for me sincerely..


sekian,terima kasih.